Monthly Archive: April, 2012

My Own Reality Show

It’s hard work being more than one “entity” and sharing a brain.  I’m mentally & physically & emotionally exhausted.  I’d like nothing more than to open up my skull, remove my brain, and… Continue reading

Truthfully, I’m Lying

Lies.  Every word out of our mouth today and yesterday, in the Real World.  Lies.  K doesn’t lie, so we’re all suspicious and on edge. Something’s going on.  Something…well, it’s probably not good. … Continue reading

Another Day, Another K

Today was interesting.  Went to therapy. Floated across the waiting room and onto the ceiling and looked down at K. Noticed she was all dressed up and wearing heels, and that her makeup… Continue reading

Attempting to Heal: Day 1

I’m a self-harmer, but I go through phases where I stop and let my wounds heal.  These periods have, in the past, lasted from a few days to a few years.  I’m ashamed… Continue reading

Disorderly Eating

I have an eating disorder.  I’m sure I’ve mentioned it before, but I don’t think I’ve ever talked about it in serious detail. Well, the present time seems appropriate to tell the tale,… Continue reading

Psyched To Be Here

I had therapy Wednesday.  The only reason I know that is because it’s written on my calendar, and I look at my calendar weekly because I need to know when I have to… Continue reading

Look & Listen

Currently hallucinating. Watching the shadows of people in my kitchen move across the floor. Only no one is in my kitchen.  Am simultaneously listening to all the noise coming from the living room…sounds… Continue reading

Weekend Visitors

So.  Another K was here this past weekend.  Two actually.  The main one in charge being Switch Kellie, who was with us, as far as my investigation is telling me, beginning Sunday around… Continue reading

The Cleaner

JOURNAL ENTRY-SUNDAY, APRIL 15, 2012  (Late night/early Monday morning)MUST. CLEAN. EVERYTHING. I don’t have time to write, there are things to do, things to clean, things to organize. I have dusted every nook… Continue reading

Journal Entry

SUNDAY, APRIL 15, 2012 1:00 PMI’m back. I, being the persona who’s writing this post, being, I believe, (I hate to say it yet I’m excited by it as well), it is I–Switch… Continue reading