FINALLY!!! I’m out dammit and I’m looking for some trouble. First thing I did was break the fucking rules and smoked in the house. Then I self-medicated, and it wasn’t even Happy Hour yet! Ha! K had to go to the store and I wanted to steal something. Just for the thrill of it, ya know? That adrenaline high. Tried and tried to convince the others to shoplift… anything….but they resisted. Pissed me off too. I don’t get out much anymore. They won’t let me cause I do bad things. I can’t be trusted. I wanted some gd cigarettes but OH NO they said. Fucking do-gooders.